The end of history may sound like a good idea, but...
Topic: by Lenny
If the truth can be told so that it is understood it will be believed. What is the truth that we have to believe? History has failed us, so history is coming to an end...
- Terrence Mckenna, RE:EVOLUTION

"yeah..."
- Billy Idol

About ten years ago, the big scary Year 2000 [common era] was looming just over the horizon. Nobody I knew had realized that cyberpunk mouthpiece Mondo 2000 was done publishing. Timothy Leary was as interviewing Billy Idol on network television, my own publishing concerns were being realized with the help of a Commodore Amiga 500 and there seemed to be a very real concern among myself and my friends with ways to make "free" long distance phone calls. I spent most of my time in Edinboro, Pennsylvania and only had friends during the fall, when the university was in session, but I probably would have found the really good drugs if I had befriended some of the local farmer's kids.

On this day ten years ago I almost certainly had the car out at the lake with Damen, playing crappy "rave" compilations on the new dashboard CD player, smoking pot, and killing time before we made our break to the "big city." Damen's mom was some sort of priest in the Church of Scientology and every once in a while Damen would be sent to a camp for a week or two and come back with some very strange ideas. But who was I to judge? I have always had strange ideas and, after all it is the end of history.

There was a tape going around at the time, a song by the Shamen, which featured a spoken word performance by Terrence Mckenna, coauthor of The Archaic Revival. In it he spoke of rave culture, shamanism and the end of history, which he apparently proved mathematicaly with his brother, before it was pointed out that some of the math was wrong.

Anyways, I became a "raver," as it were, mainly because they caused exponentially more trouble than the punk rockers. My friends and I were fascinated by all the new technology: email, internet, CD players, because we sensed that something was coming, something big...